A Story of Love
12/04/01

In the summer's light
You whisper in the air
In the wake of night
I see you standing there
The Light of Joy surrounds me now
The Light of Joy fills me now
you say...
Sing!!!
Sing!!!

In the winter's dawn
There's No Perfection Lost
In the pinks and blues
Reflected in the Frost
The Light of Love surrounds us now
The Light of Love fills us now
We say
Sing!!!
Sing!!!
Oh Yes Sing!!!
We Say Sing!!!



The Key
12/06/01

There's a storage bin
Of keys
That surely unlock the Light
You very graciously
Showed me the bin
And let me pick one last night.
Id been having problems
And you knew it well
But you said I must ask first
So I finally realized
That was what I must do
To lift myself from the curse.
How I love my Lord!!
My Sweet Sweet Lord
As he tells me I must sing
And when I do
His Word is true
And Truth is what it brings.
What I have discovered
Is that Music is Light
and activates the snake
And if we keep trying
it will give to us
The key to finally awake...



Liquid Sparks of Hope
12/07/01

Oh how you love me;
How you lift my soul in utter Joy
another might never know.
I come to you and look for guidance
and you do not leave me nor forsake me.
I asked you what to do and you say
Sing!!! Sing!!!
as you wrap your arms
around me in Love
and we begin to skate upon the songs
of four-part harmonics
in the winter dawn of Light
Of blues and pinks
and pristine cosmic flames
that danced upon the trees
in perfect harmony together as One
sparking liquid hope with the old folks
that knew music in their youths
yet with the waning days
have now lost the will to survive.
Upon us from above
the music then descended
in a Golden shower of Light
Blessing the action
of Perfect Love in Wisdom
Which we breathed in
and then breathed out
those Liquid Sparks of Hope
Opening the Keys to the Light.
Sing!! Sing!!!
My love knows no bounds
My Sweet Sweet Lord
Commander of All that is
Lord of my Soul
Anchorer of my Light
Love of my Life
To Thee and ONLY Thee
does my heart belong
Forever.


A Key to End Violence
12/08/01

We find it so hard to care for souls
when their thinking isnt right
When they become so disoriented
Or violent like the night
But an angel told me
here last night
It wasnt what we thought
When the boy became violent
In all reality
It was help that he sought.
We took him to the
Light Hospital
And had this analyzed
And sure enough
the nurse comes back
And boy were we surprised
To learn there was more
than meets the eye
to all the violence these days
We think its mental
Or we think its drugs
They land in such a haze
But come to find out
Its additives to food
That react within the brain
with mycoplasmas
that bioweapon
that men have caused to rain.
Listen up we must be wise
to survive the future times
It behooves us well
To pay attention
We're being given signs
The angel came just last night
showed me what this was
Showed me that we
are very loved
By showing us a cause..



My Little Grey Children
12/12/01

What is the meaning of this?
I surely want to know
The breadth and scope
Of all thats gone on
Of all the seeds Ive sown.
You came to me all nine of you
And bowed in respect last night
Little grey children all in a line
Eyes wide open to the Light.
You called me Mother God
and I didnt understand
How this could come to be
But then upon reflection
And the words of the Master
I began to see...
All those pregnancies
Miscarriages I was told
In which the seed never grew
Were in fact in all reality,
The beginning of all of you.
What stories we hear
Such little understanding
And now I see your pain.
With all the horror told
you think the worst
Your acceptance might be in vain
How can men label you as something evil
When all you want is life?
That when we ascend youll not be left to die
Amidst the horror and strife?
What I have found is if we uphold
No less than Love and Respect
Reality then comes in the clearest focus
Bringing only the highest and best.
So if Im your mother then Love and Respect it is
And with such I raise you now;
I will carry you into the Light
So you will never have to bow
again...



The Awakening
12/13/01

How will we know when they approach
Exactly who they are?
So much evil these days...
They came; like an Exodus.
Once, twice, and again and again.
Hounding my shut eyes and closed heart
to their existance
No wonder they had to send the little children forth
to put the point across.
They had not come out of disrespect
but to show their reverence
for whom they perceived me to be.
Is it real? Possibly..
For the little grey children bowed
and called me Mother God
And I was humbled by their awe
Tho I noticed the Masters in the background
Silent, Respectful; this is what I saw.
Dressed in Uniform
Grey with red belts and long bows
With the formality of Honor they bowed.
Now I know what I have been shown of late
And what I did last summer
And who is really my soul-mate
And when I was younger the Master came
And told me not to forget I was a Queen.
And that I would rise to the heights of royalty
In my walks between.
And whether I know it or not, it surely wont be much longer
That I will be allowed to deny my part in this Play
of the War of Souls set in the Heavens
if thats what I am today.
Listen up so that you may understand
There are reasons this may be
For in all that I have suffered at anothers hand
I never asked for revenge, you see.
I am humbled, My Beloved King...
I think I am ready now to Sing.



The Snow Queen
12/14/01

The Winter's grace of frost upon
the leaf bare trees brings pause
Cold yet brilliant
sparkles of color in the sun
the blues and pinks of the winter's dawn
reflected emotions of desire and love
Perfect in their quest.
The awakening of the Snow Queen
came as the day dawned
Into the golden hues of the sun.
She still embraces the brilliance willingly
And forgets the night with its wandering warmth
of slumbering little ones
that could keep the frost away
Instead looks inward
to gaze upon the stars
that know no frost
nor pain
nor emptiness
nor fear.
She feels safe that way
and the harshness of the cold
is kept at bay.



Ocean of Frozen Souls
12/15/01

My youngest child
Came to me last night
Said 'Mommy I dont understand
what you do'
And so I said
'Here walk with me upon the land.'
We took the path
Between the rock cliffs
and down to the ocean's shore
Where the waves crashed
Angrily so
upon the muddy floor
of the grey flats
of those that needed
Rescued from the past.
My daughter thought the ocean
Was a place to play
but I told her no we dont
Not in these waters
And certainly not now
And as far as Im concerned you wont.
She insisted the edge
wouldnt be so bad
So I tethered her with chains
As in the event
The waves crashed near
Her life would not end in vain.
I said 'look out there'
As the waves subsided
To show the souls entrapped
I picked up the woman
And noted her signatures
Underneath where she had sat.
'Daughter, these tell you
Who she is
And where this soul belongs;
And now I can take her
Back to her home
Within the soul of song.'
And I pointed again
A bit farther out
Where a fireman was frozen hard
Nothing within him moved
not even thought
I could not disregard
His plight. 'You see?
My dearest daughter?
I must take him home as well.'
And I picked him up
and over my shoulder
And found someone to tell
Me who he was
"He's The Captain,' they said
'He lives right around the bend.'
I winked at my child
Said 'Be right back-
Ive a soul to attend.'
When I returned
my daughter asked
'When are the waves going to splash?'
And I said 'Listen little one..
Here it comes...'
and in the distance,
We heard a thunderous crash.
She said, 'Mommy Im scared.'
And I said, 'I know.
These waters are churning cold.
Angry muddy grey with revenge
Unforgiving.' She was told.
'This is no place
for you right now;
You really dont need to be here.
These dirty grey waters
That crash so hard
Contain only souls frozen in fear.
Their lives were taken
Quite suddenly
And they feel they must weep;
So this is what I do,
My sweet little angel;
I awaken them from their sleep.'



Council of Nine
12/15/01

I can still remember
The Council of Nine
And the specific color guard
Worn by all
The members that night
In the ship from afar.
Light Blue wrapped in Silver
And yellow too I recall
Marked the Guard
of the High Commander
for plans to install
Justice upon the earth these days
Thru Wisdom the Golden Ray
Protecting all the innocents
Who dont really have a say.
The message was clear
The time is now
For us to do the right thing
For it has come down
To your soul thats sought
And the sorrow it will bring
To not pay attention when thus warned
Twice and again once more;
Dont lose the battle
over what you think you want
Or what you came here for.
Lift yourselves up!!
Do the right thing!!
Dont let Evil take you away
For this time around once it does
Only means you will stay embroiled upon
The dark grey earth
And Ascension will be lost
Dont give in to others talks
At what may be the cost
Of everything you have worked so hard
And everything that you've gained
For in the end the price is too steep
For even one drop of pain.



Black Magic Lady
12/16/01

You think you have Power
And the right to harm
Anyone that doesnt go your way
You use your Black Magic
And demon spawned thought
And souls are what you prey.
I felt you after I discovered your lies
And what you were doing to me
And when I confronted with Truth inside
You think I was joking I see?
I saw you come your dark eyes and hair
And the madness within your soul
Quite frankly I think you're rather silly
And obviously somewhat bold
To think you'd succeed against the Light
And against the Heavenly Hosts
How does it feel to have only vengeance
Inside you to boast?
Well you are exposed; the LIGHT is NOW
No more will We allow
You to harm anyone else
So I may as well tell you how
We do this; for it seems you've missed
The point of Power you perceive
Its meant for Love and for the Respectful
And not to be used to deceive.
It will now eat you up
And your spirit will shrivel
And your lies will become as dust
For it seems you cannot accept the Light
And are no longer worthy of Trust.
Leave at Once!!
You are ordered now!!
We do NOT play your game!!
As we seal our Light far from the evil
You brought upon yourself in shame.
Is there still hope? Maybe so
But I rather doubt it cause
you've sold your soul
And all your Light
Only to power and to lust.



Snowflakes
12/17/01

Heaven sings her beautiful songs
Glorius in their might
Angelic Hosts spend the time
Imbuing water with the Light
Which then filters down
Into our world
And blesses us with Love
Each snowflake unique
Within its delicate design
And kiss from those above.
How I adore the snow
And the gift as it is
Tho many see it not
For what is contained
within each new flake
Is Light that has been brought
To earth just for us.
Yes every time it snows
We are surely blessed
By that of Light
And Love and Joy
Sent from Heaven's Best.



The Fall and Rise of Love
12/20/01

I cant remember a time when I wasnt with you.
I was just there by your side.
You’re such a distinguished doctor
I felt I could not hide
my love for you;
I was yours I thought
what other way was there?
Until the night I saw you leave
as if you didnt care.
Abruptly; it startled me
and I began to worry
Maybe you didnt love me
or I was too fat
Why were you in such a hurry?
As to not even see me tho I dont remember
Asking if I belonged to you
Somehow were you not pleased
with that which I am
Or that which I try to do?
In my sorrow and doubt I left the house
And wandered the streets alone
Mired in darkness and in filth and dirt
I left my only home.
I couldnt quit crying as I wandered lost
I couldnt get you out of my mind;
You were the only lover for me
and all there was to find.
It drove me crazy I wanted to run
but I ran home to bed
And decided that I should take a bath
and wash my hair instead.
You said here let me help
as you conditioned my hair
And rinsed it with love and concern
Still I cried for the love I felt lost
Knowing I could not turn
your gaze into the one I need
that of ONLY you.
I couldnt figure out the problem
or what I was supposed to do.
Then you slammed the car door
and I knew you were home
And you came and hugged me tight
You said, Im the hands that wash your hair
And I hold you thru the night.
Im the stars that feed you
and the Love that warms you
And always hold you dear
Im the fingers that caress
your sweet sweet love
And there’s nothing more to fear.
My Love for you knows no bounds -
Forever and a day!
You said, ‘Now quit your crying
my lovely one...’
As I felt myself awake.



Cyrano's Fear
12/25/01

A policeman recognized who I was
And came to check me out
I showed him my words and the work Ive done
Yet still he had doubt
So when I went home two blocks away
Cyrano stops me cold
Sits me down to a stone rock table
Fearing what I have told.
He says, 'Ive read your words
And it scares me some;
Especially the part about hands.
He looks at me with fear
Turns all Black and white
Whispers low, 'I understand.
I know what that is; you cant fool me
I know its all the same.
You wave a bit here and do this there
Its all a Black Magic game!!'
I looked at him and said 'Excuse me Sir?
What you say isnt true.
Healing is an art
And since when did Black Magic
Do any healing for you?
Pay attention to your superstitions
Of what is good or not
For the fruits shall tell
The answer of whether
Its good or evil you've sought.
And if its healing how can you be so blind
If it only sets things right?
To go around assuming its got to be dark
When you see hearts filled with Light?'
Evil will never bring you healing
And is interested only in strife
For Evil surely destroys itself
And is no giver of Life.



Sixteen Blocks
12/25/01

I was at the gas station
Gassing up
And trying to help others out
Giving them directions
And fixing their cars
And alleviating doubt.
I saw the problems very clear
It was a matter of sixteen blocks
Four by four all in rows
And behind me the tic of the clock
We were running out of time
I could see this well
As I worked the puzzle before me
Some blocks were black
And some were grey
And some where white you see.
And some were mixed
White with grey
One only allowed per row.
The blocks were in twos
And shaded with
All that we've come to know.
The station attendant
Said 'you've got to be kidding
You'll never figure this out
For we've run out of time!'
As I laid the last block in
The position that finally leads out ;)
I dont have to do much
And its really a Joy
Such a wonderfully simple thing
All I have to do
Is use my Heart and Soul
Pick up my guitar and Sing!!!



Heaven's Might
12/25/01

Your DNA awaits
Your arrival
The awakening of the Soul
I cannot stress
near enough
The importance of the Role
Of Light to activate
And Music too
Your DNA on Wings of Life
Picture it before you
And see the colors
Of the different Rays of Light
The clearing begins
And the strand unwinds
And eventually walks on its own
And needs no body
Nor earthly existence
To carry you straight Home.
Sing!! Rejoice!!
Fill your Soul with Light
Activate your DNA
And taste Heaven's Might!!



Merry Christmas
12/25/01

All night I sang
And offered up
the only thing I have
And gave Thanks
And humbly so
And you knew I was glad
And grateful for You
And all You've given
All You've Blessed me by
For in the touch
Of the Master's Hand
I begin to cry
My Love so deep
So cherished You are
My Lord My Love My Soul!!
Why do You Bless me
like You do
Not with Silver but with Gold?
I dont feel I deserve
What You have laid
before my lowly feet.
Sometimes I cant help
But feel afraid
For the mission Im to complete.
I struggle with this
And I struggle with that
And I hunger for your Touch
I feel so needy
Yet so blessed
With so very much.
All Night I sang
And offered up
The only thing I have in life
My music, my soul,
And as always I give
My Heart once again Tonight.
If there's one thing I know
And one thing I need
Its your Light that I look toward
I love you so much
I just want to wish you
Merry Christmas; My Sweet Lord.



Old Spice and Leather Chairs
12/29/01

Carefully
Thru rose colored glasses
She opens the door
in her forehead
And steps out to look.
The room is empty
but for one leather chair
on the far side.
warm and inviting
covered in pretty silks
of blues and greens
and fragrant Old Spice
of another time another day
beckons her to sit and play.
She imagines sitting
in that warm leather chair
feeling the exoticness
of the cultured skin
of some animal long departed.
Hears the drums
and imagines breathing
in the fragrance
that masculine scent
of belonging and comfort
and protection.

Closing the door
She steps back inside
where its safe and warm
and she can hide
protected from the dreams
of Old Spice
and Leather Chairs
that just arent meant for her.

She's been told
she has a heart of Gold..



Now that you Mention Letters
12/31/01

I walked into the courtyard
Red bricks along four paths
Beautiful luscious green
plants without shape
Inbetween.
My new apartment was in the back
Along with their offices.
He told me I could write
the script of DNA
In black ink or Blue.
I prefer Black.

They pointed out the letter
appearing in the walkway
lit up like a Christmas Tree
Framed with tiny White Lights.
Do you see the letter? They asked.
Yes I see the 'E'
But I also see another
and together it spells 'WE'!
They smiled...

I should have lost my keyboard
Yesterday
Spilled again with a distant thought
Need of a refreshment
Soaked in apprehension
But We didnt.
All the Keys work
The Pinks and Blues
appearing once more
in the early morning hours
That turned into colors
of the Council;
Pale Yellow and Light Blue.
Now that you mention Letters;
Its DNA in black on red
and 'We' have work to do.